Made A Leap

A long time ago before we started on this blog we had our stuff hosted on a site called Scribd what we didn’t know is how popular we were on the site having over 3 thousand hits in a short time.

We have decided to go back there and have it as our main focus to hopefully build on those numbers with even greater numbers…

Our links are already updated on our releases page

Shane

So It’s Been A While…

As I said in the title.. so it’s been a while since we’ve released anything at all.. and I know regular posting doesn’t really happen around here as sometimes its once over a few weeks or over a few months.. It’s odd what can we say, I know we don’t really have a strong presence around but we’ve been debating about a few things and talking about a bunch of things. I know that our last release was entitled “Adventures With Oinkie” that at this point in time it has 160 downloads to it’s name and it’s found it’s way all around the web and have landed on numerous sites.
We also know that was the ONLY release that happened from us in 2012, which believe me it does suck as it shows how slow things have gotten for us, as at first we wanted to make things big however writing has became more of a back story or a hobby for us more than the forefront of what we want to do. I wish I had a better reason but I know Jessica has been busy with her new job and Shane has been… Well Shane has been busy with other things that involve being unemployed… Trust me being unemployed sucks and stuck on the job search is no better today as it was last year or any of the last several years that he has been.
I would like to say I know what the future holds for us, I would like to say I know what the future is going to bring for 4E Inc, but I don’t.

While typing this I got a email from Shane, not just a random email but a new release from the man himself.. the new release is called “Tears For You“.. I’ll be posting a second article up right after this with that info.

Welcome 2013

Alright so here we sit in 2013 and I know nobody has posted anything regards to anything besides job hunting for quite sometime. Don’t get me wrong Shane is still job hunting (yes its long process for some and it sucks for all) Jessica has landed a better job.
Aside from that we also know that they only did one release in 2012 and they wish they had more releases, they’re looking at doing more releases as they always have ideas to write but sadly nothing really comes to be, perhaps thats a bad thing cause it makes it look like they give up on things i don’t know how people read into things but that’s just a guess.

I do know that right now the video page is empty, the reason for that is simple.. The place they had videos (site called Blip) wasn’t that great with HD videos, but they found a better site (no it’s not the one with the initials YT) they’re looking at moving there videos to a better site.

We have also just recently changed up the look of our site/blog.

While typing this I know it’s taken us a while to type this but we’ve gotten a bunch of our videos online now as well

I just talked with Shane and he said he’ll be making an announcement shortly.

Long Boring Days, With No Calls

So it’s been over a month since Jessica walked from her job, thinking and hoping that something better would come along.. Well she was forced to take a job with a ton less hours and less pay (obviously) Shane is still looking as is Jessica but no calls are coming in.

Jessica wishes at times she didn’t have the courage to walk like she did and just stuck with it since nothing good came from it, money is growing tight.. Very tight.
Not to mention other things such as food storage isn’t so full, bills are becoming due…
Nothing is working out, stress keeps going up.

That is the latest update

Shane

Let The Job Hunt… Begin

Well Jessica has finally dipped into the pool of job hunting by putting out a few resumes online, the sad thing is no town close to us is really hiring which is really stressing her out. I can’t say I blame her for being stressed out I mean the time is ticking before it’s her last day at the current job and there’s no holding back.. The girl needs to find some happiness in life as I know she hasn’t been happy with that job since she started (about 5 years ago) but it’s progressively getting worse and she needs to move on and find something else.

The big question is how far do we extend the range for job hunting, as for some reason people dislike it if you have to drive… I don’t get that.. I think it’s just a bullshit call on there end of things because everyone has to drive otherwise we’d all live in one big town.. I think they just can’t think of a reason so they have to go with the distance as the “easy way out”.. Perhaps this time job hunting will be different and I’ll have a different attitude.

Aside from that, feel free to check out one of my releases called “Help Wanted” by clicking on the cover to the left…

I”ll be posting up a different update once this one goes online.

Shane

More Videos

Since we last added videos to our video page, today we’ve added 6 videos to our video page.. We have more coming as things aren’t done.. Close as we think we have about 5 more videos to add before we’re caught up.. But we’ll keep you posted as we plan on getting more online today.

Shane

Being Bullied…

Will I ever get over it ?, I know it was 10+ years ago that I went through it but it still sticks in my mind like it was yesterday. Many think I should “suck it up” but every day I’m reminded why they use to bully me. It’s nothing that changed in my life like many, the reason for many picking on me I’ve had to live with all my life and still continue to do so.. It’s my looks, my voice, my everything. Jessica tries to make me feel better but at times there is just no help for me. At times she thinks I should see someone (a psychiatrist) perhaps to be put on meds.. To numb myself from everything that I was put through.. At this point in time I have passed on it.

I still let that sort of thing rule my life, and still let it infect my decision making..
I feel like the only thing that I feel confident about in a day to day atmosphere is this blog, when I type I don’t sound like I have a speech impediment.
I don’t sound any different than the voice inside your head reading this.

Shane